Mytre and The Arcturians – Is It Real?
By Dr Suzan Caroll / Suzanne Lie – August 29, 2012
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Mytre Continues:
After I ate familiar food with my crewmates, we stripped down and
swam in the lake. Then we lay down on the warm rock and talked about
nothing. We told jokes, laughed and finally feel asleep on the warm
rocks. When I awoke, the sun was low on the horizon and my friends were
gone.
Suddenly, I was engulfed by the deep sorrow that I had not been able
to feel about leaving my beloved family. I was alone now, so I could cry
like a baby, and I did. As I cried, images from being on the Mother’s
land with Mytria, laughing with her, and making love filled my heart.
Slowly, I realized that those images were stronger than the feeling
of grief and I began to focus on the feel of the images. As I allowed
the feeling of deep friendship, love and fun to fill my body, I began to
understand what the Arcturian meant by “perceiving with emotion.”
When my emotion was sad, all I could perceive was that I was alone on
a rock that was once filled with love. However, as I gave my sorrow a
voice, my perceptions began to change. In my mind’s eye I actually saw
that which I was remembering. With the feeling of love filling my body, I
looked out towards the setting Sun and saw my SELF.
I don’t know how to explain how I saw myself, as I saw it with the
emotion of Bliss. I had released my loneliness and deep sorrow and
replaced it with the FEEL of love for another. Then, once I felt love
for another, I was able to love my SELF. By SELF, I mean, the self that
is ONE with the SELF that is ONE.
At that time, that sounded like a poor sentence, but gradually I
began to understand what it meant. I was creating the hologram with my
thoughts, just like the Arcturian said I would. I called forth my friend
and gave life to my friend who had died. I hung out with them on a
sunny day because I needed to feel like a “normal” guy relaxing with his
buddies. Finally, I fell asleep as I could no longer believe the
fantasy that I had created.
With the loss of my illusion, I had to face my truth. Fear and sorrow
came fast, and love and happiness came in a slow, but enduring manner.
When I allowed my emotions to speak to me, I could see the truth around
me. Much to my surprise, that truth included the fact that my sorrow was
not just for my family.
I was mourning the loss of all that I had held to be true, honest and
real. Now that I realized that my real world was an illusion, all I
could perceive was the truth. With that final realization, the lake
vanished, the rock vanished, the trees vanished and the setting sun
revealed the door out of the holosuite.
I knew that walking through that door was acknowledging that
everything that I had ever known, done, had and experienced was an
illusion. Through the door was my true SELF. Yes, of course, this SELF
was within me, but through the door I would learn how to remember who I
really am.
I stared at the flat door on the empty wall for a very long time. I
knew that I no longer had a choice. Once I moved our small Ship with my
mind, everything changed because I changed. Then, when I left the
Restoration Chamber, I began to BE my truth, which terrified me.
I stood up and walked toward the door. With my head held high, I
walked through the door and followed the awaiting Arcturian who greeted
me with an open heart. No words were needed, for now I could read its
mind.
As my Arcturian friend (they don’t have names in the manner that I
was used to) led me through the corridor, it started to float higher and
higher above the floor. I know that it was encouraging me to do the
same, but my doubts were louder than my belief in my SELF.
With that thought, the Arcturian turned around and stared into my
face. Gradually, a small golden light grew within me. In fact, it felt
as if it was gently rising above the threshold of my inner doubt.
I know that sentence does not make sense, but my doubt was not
infinite. It was strong within the part of me that still held fear, the
part of me that held the dark. However, this golden ball was rising
above that fear and filling me with light.
Yes, of course, this is the Sun that revealed the door out of the
holosuite and into my SELF. The Arcturian read my imagistic mind and
spoke to me in an image more powerful than words. I could feel tears
rolling down my face, but they were tears of joy. I threw back my head
and opened my heart to the growing joy within me.
I raised my arms up and out to surrender my heart to…what? I did not
know, but the sensation of surrender felt wonderful. I closed my eyes
and the surrender turned into bliss and the bliss turned into a total
quiet, a complete calm and a sensation of floating.
And then the Arcturian said, “Open your eyes.”
I did not want to open my eyes. I was concerned that if I saw the outside world I lose these marvelous, healing sensations.
“Open your eyes now,” I heard with a sense of urgency.
Reluctantly, I opened my eyes and saw the ceiling of the Corridor inches away from my nose.
I was so startled that I lost my concentration and started to fall.
“STOP!”
Much to my surprise, my fall was halted by the Arcturians firm words.
I held the feeling of command in my mind, as I repeated, “STOP” until I
could lower my feet to the ground.
With a sense of pride mixed with embarrassment, I looked up into the Arcturian’s eyes.
“Now is the time to start your lessons” said the Arcturian with its mind.
