By Dr Suzan Caroll – June 6, 2012
http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.co.uk/
(After I had my healing experience, I could barely stay awake, so
I was unable to post this article until today. This is the same thing
that happened to me after the Eclipse. Perhaps many of you have had that
experience of going so deeply into the higher dimensions that you can
no longer stay “awake” to the physical one. Interestingly, first we must
learn to “stay awake” to our higher SELF and now we must remember how
to “stay awake” to our physical self. Below is my experience. After
“sleeping on” my experience, I added more to it this morning.)
June 5, 2012
I want to remember, I want to remember, are the words that I woke up
with this morning. I want to totally release my abduction experience so
that it will no longer stand in the way of fully experiencing my reality
on the Starship. I know that I have a reality on Athena Starship, I
think, but my experience of it is very fuzzy. When I go inside to ask
why it is not clearer, I always hear that it is because of the trauma I
still hold of being abducted on the Zeta Ship.
Yesterday I found a message from the Arcturians about my abduction
that I received back on December 12, 2010 that totally validates my
experience. Even when I wrote and read the message, I still totally
forgot it. I do not want to forget what is frightening any more. It is
holding me back to have any secrets from my self. I am ready to totally
remember and release this, and all, trauma that has haunted me my entire
life!
Dear Arcturians,
Please answer my questions:
- Do we need to go into the terror part of a traumatic event in order to release it?
- I think that I have been pretty dark/frightened/angry the last couple of days. Is this behavior part of my process of remembering and release?
- My dreams this morning were continuous visions about my clearing process. Even though I woke up saying “I want to remember”, I can’t remember them. Can you please assist me with all of these questions?
Dear Suzille,
We, your Arcturian Family, will happily assist you with all of your
questions. Therefore, we will assist you to remember, through the flow
of our consciousness that which you are experiencing in your higher
states of consciousness, such as being on our Starship.
We are, also, fully aware that you are trying to remember how to
totally connect your Third Dimensional Operating System to your
Multidimensional Operating System. We will begin with that unasked
question, as it is the root of all your questions.
In order to connect your Third Dimensional Operating System with your
Multidimensional Operating Systems you need to release that which is
in-between them. Subconscious fear creates a firewall in your deep
subconscious mind that automatically rejects any information that might
activate that forgotten trauma.
Therefore, to allow the full multidimensional light and unconditional
love to flow into your physical brain and throughout your entire body,
you must heal and release any archived and forgotten fear/darkness that
are still archived in your deepest subconscious.
We say deepest subconscious, as the fear stored there is the furthest
from your daily life and the easiest to ignore. On the other hand, the
fear/darkness that is stored in your deep subconscious mind acts like a
sniper hidden in a tree that shoots you when you are least aware.
Only the Openers, first ones through the Ascension Portals, need to
do this deep work. Once the Portals are all opened, it will be easier
for others to follow. Many of the Openers were the ones who came to
answer Gaia’s call at the fall of Atlantis.
These ones have a deep connection to their Star Family, but they also
have many traumas buried within their subconscious. They have these
buried traumas because they have worked for the forces of light again
and again in the darkest of times, only to be punished for revealing
their light.
Also, only those who have an expanded consciousness, as well as the
support of their Star Families higher light, are able to move into past
realities in which they were lost to fear and darkness in order to clear
them.
This brings us to the first question. Yes, there is a certain amount
of that “terror” which you will need to confront, mainly because it is
leaking to the surface of your consciousness. Hence, we have given the
answer to the second question regarding your recent behavior.
We Arcturians have assisted our grounded ones before and we are
assisting you again at this time of Ascension. It is true that you need
to release the fear of being abducted to the Zeta ship in order to fully
remember your SELF on our Starship.
All memories work by association. When you remember one experience,
you also remember similar experiences. Hence, your trauma on the Zeta
ship stops you from fully remembering your life on our Starship. Hence,
you can only remember your life on our Arcturian Ship via an “imagined
reality” as opposed to via a “directly experienced” reality.
Having a reality be “just your imagination” protects you from
remembering the details of the reality. However, if going on a Starship
can only be your imagination then any Starship experience would be “only
your imagination.”
Many of our ascending ones cannot fully remember their positive
encounters with Galactic Beings, because they don’t want to remember
their negative Galactic experiences. These negative experiences come
from abductions, as well as fighting in the Galactic Wars of long ago.
Hence, many of our ascending ones have believed they needed to
protect themselves from remembering their full Multidimensional SELF.
They were afraid that if they activated their full memory, myriad
painful experiences would also come to the surface.
All hidden fear and pain, which is on Earth or beyond, creates a
leakage of uncontrollable, and often unwarranted, fear and/or anger. The
Dark Ones have used this hidden fear to control and limit the Awakening
Ones. If all the grounded ones were to clear their hidden dark
memories, they would ALL come into their full power, wisdom and love.
Venus Transit
Dear Venus has come into your lives again during this transit to
guide you Home, past your current physical Sun and into your higher
frequencies of reality. Venus carries all the unconditional love that is
necessary for humanity’s full healing.
Also, those of you who answered Gaia’s Call for assistance during the
fall of Atlantis incarnated first on fifth dimensional Venus to
gradually step-down your great light enough to be able to incarnate on
the deeply-wounded, third/fourth dimensional Earth. In fact, many of you
spend lives on Venus in-between your earthly incarnations. On Venus you
can “de-brief” from your challenges on Earth.
However, we have diverted from our message, so allow us to explain
the difference between an imagined reality and a direct experience. An
“imagined reality” is based upon your left-brain’s third dimensional
thinking combined with your right brain’s creative process.
Because it is based on a creative process, your left-brain chooses to
perceive that experience as something that you created rather than an
actual “real” experience. To your third dimensional thinking, only that
which is perceived via your five physical senses is believed to be
“real.”
When you think multidimensionally, you know that you create every
experience. You also know that you have chosen to perceive everything
that fills your experiential world. The knowledge that YOU CREATE your
reality and that YOU CHOOSE to perceive that which you wish to
experience, even in your daily life, is a huge responsibility for an
un-ascended person. It is that very responsibility that must be owned
and used by our ascending ones as a vital component of your ascension.
It is necessary to embrace this responsibility in order to fully
connect your Multidimensional Operating System into the circuitry of
your third dimensional mind. Your Third Dimensional Operating System is
actually more of a filter than an operating system because is disallows
all information that is not perceived via the five physical senses.
Therefore, if a reality is experienced by your multidimensional
senses, it is automatically categorized as your “imagination,” and
relegated to an “un-real” experience. This is not a bad thing, as every
dimension has its own rules that need to be followed to remain in that
dimension.
When your 97% DNA was turned off, your world was limited to the third
dimension. Furthermore, if anyone dared to perceive any other version
of reality, they were witches, crazy or trying to fool you.
When you have a “terrifying” experience, it leaves a psychic scar on
your body, in your brain, and in your aura. However, “going through the
terror” does not mean the terror that you felt during your experience.
Going through the terror means that in order to multidimensionally
perceive your experience, you will have to accept that YOU created that
experience and YOU chose that experience. That can be a terrifying act
if one has not yet taken responsibility for the reality they are
choosing to live.
Dear Venus is here to remind you that YOU are up to that task. When
you prepared for 3D incarnation on Her body, and when your rested on Her
planet in-between your Earth lives, you de-briefed from the experiences
of your Earth lives in polarity while deeply enjoying the love and
beauty of her higher frequency realities.
While in the safety of Venus’s reality you were able to remember that
all traumas are merely “negative energy patterns” that were created in
your consciousness during your challenging incarnations on Gaia’s planet
of polarity.
Fortunately, when trauma can be viewed as a negative energy pattern,
it is much easier to clear. Allow us to remind you how you “cleaned your
consciousness” in your “in-between,” R&R incarnations on higher
dimensional Venus. We will assist you right now to release your negative
energy pattern by taking you to the Violet Temple on Venus:
The Violet Temple on Venus
Take three long, slow, deep breaths to calibrate your consciousness to the higher frequencies of your imagination…
Imagine that you are now walking, which is more of a sensation of
floating on 5D Venus, across the beautiful landscape of Venus. On Venus
the sky is often a warm yellow glow and the ground is so filled with
life that IS happy that you are floating-over rather than walking-on the
earth.
We begin our journey to the Violet Temple on the Shores of Pink Sand
upon which the Waters of Liquid Light gently caress. As you relax
against a huge tree-shaped Being, as all life is alive here, you see the
Red Mountains in the distance and smell the sweetness of all life.
Eventually, you feel the urge to visit the Violet Temple. Hence, you
arise from your posture of lying against the tree and thank it for its
shelter. You turn toward the Path to the Temple and float up the hill to
the huge green area of “living lawn” that surrounds the Temple. Before
you is the Violet Temple, which is surrounded by the floating gardens.
The Elementals and Devas of Venus constantly tend this garden.
This familiar vision of Venus’s immense safety expands your
consciousness to encompass your multidimensional SELF, and you instantly
find yourself within one the many healing rooms. You take a moment to
FEEL the safety of your environment, SMELL the beautiful flowers that
live within that room, RELAX onto your couch of light and EXPAND your
consciousness.
You can feel the trauma that you wish to heal resonating within you.
Because you have done so much to release this wound, it no longer hurts
you, but only tickles. The familiar environment of Venus’s Violet Temple
allows you to remember to send your unconditional love into this wound
that has diminished your ability to remember your SELF. Because you are
beyond time and space, you can lie on the couch and, simultaneously,
stand beside your form in order to fully examine your earth vessel.
As you look into your aura, you see the circuitry of fear that has
collected around the wound you have come to heal. You must clear this
fear before your healing will be complete. The best way to heal the fear
is to change the purpose of this wounding.
Instead of allowing this wounding to be a block to your
multidimensional memories, you will allow it to be a portal for
multidimensional memories. We say this, because you have likely created
similar wounds in your myriad incarnations on 3D Earth. Remember, even
though your earth vessel is different, you are the same Soul in every
incarnation.
As you see the wound before you, you can see the disunited circuitry,
as well as how it is attached to your consciousness and aura. That
which disallows memories resonates to the lowest frequency of red light.
See the area of red light, dampened by streaks of grey and black, and
focus your attention on breathing the blue light of Divine Love and
Guidance into the dirty red of your wounding.
You observe as the blue light changes the grey streaks into pure red.
Then, combining the blue light with the clear red light, you observe
how the red and blue create purple. You then breathe the light pink of
unconditional love into the wounding to transmute the purple to violet.
The frequencies of blue, Divine Love, and clear red, Vitality, combine
to create the color purple/violet to Transmute any substance into a
higher frequency.
Now, imagine that the entire wound is resonating to the violet
color/frequency. Do you see how you have transmuted something that has
stopped your awakening into something that assists your awakening? Now,
meditate for as long as necessary so that you can re-boot your neural
system to this new configuration. (This is were I became useless for the rest of the day and watched Star Trek so I could be on a Starship).
The above process can be used to transmute any trauma at an energetic
level. In other words, you can perceive the area of your brain and/or
body that resonates to a lower frequency of physical or psychological
wounding to see the emanation of red light. Then breathe blue light onto
that area to create the violet light of transmutation. Any area of your
body that holds trauma creates resistance, as resistance is a form of
protection for that wounded area.
When you give Divine Love to the red “stop sign” of resistance, which
is actually your protection against further wounding, the blue merges
with the red to create the violet of transmutation. Then, whenever you
experience the tickle of psychological or physical wounding, you can
transmute that wound into an inter-dimensional portal through which you
can constantly receive healing.
Dreams
We will now address the third question about your dreams. Many of our
Ascending Ones had and are having Ascension dreams. Ascension dreams
are dreams in which you process and/or practice the many aspects of
Ascension.
One aspect is the clearing of old fears/darkness to facilitate your
potential to Flash into Lightbody. Many of you have had brief
experiences – rehearsals – of Flashing into your higher expression of
Lightbody. However, do not forget that your multidimensional Lightbody
also carries the potential to create a physical form when it is
necessary.
Your physical form was always a matrix, just like physical Earth. It
is the matrix that will be carried within your Lightbody so that you can
“go to work” on Matrix Earth (the fourth dimensional expression of
Gaia) to assist those who are still in the process of Ascension. There
are many who have been so weakened by the intense darkness of polarized
Earth that they need more of the illusion of time and physicality before
they can heal enough to ascend.
Just as we, your Galactic Family, assists you in your Ascension, you
will assist your fellow members of physical Earth. In this manner, the
student will become the teacher for the un-awakened to awake. Therefore,
remember your process in detail, for you will be teaching it to others.
There are many different expressions of Earth’s humanity. Therefore,
there will be many expressions of human Ascension. Each of the Ascended
Ones will become an inspiration and instructor for those who resonate to
your expression of reality. In this manner, first you LEARN, then you
DO, then you TEACH.
You will all be wonderful Ascension Teachers for
those less fortunate and/or less diligent than yourself.
As I have been going about my day with the release of a deep “terror”
I did not know I concealed, I have been seeing all the small ways in
which my fear was expressed as impatience, judgment, and other
expressions of low-grade anger – which was really fear.
Since I was 7 years old, I have hidden this secret from myself. Which
secret is that?, I ask myself, as I remembered that I was abducted. Oh,
I answer, the secret was that it was REAL, that I created it and I
chose it.
“Why did I want to do such a thing as create and choose that
experience?” asks the wounded ego as a component of her healing.
“Because,” says the healing one moving towards Ascension, “We had to
remember. We had to remember that we were more than just a little third
dimensional child. We had to keep a secret from our self so that we
would not get in the daily life of the 50’s, 60’s, 70’s, 80’s and 90’s.”
We chose and created that experience before we took a form so that we
would always keep looking inside to find out why we were so lonely, so
different, so depressed. Then when we found out, we couldn’t allow
ourself to believe it.
We, the Ascending Ones, chose different dramas that somehow matched
our Mission. Now, that we are ready to go deep, deep, deep into our
hidden archives, we can realize how courageous we are to have chosen so
many challenges in one lifetime – just so that we would NOT forget.
Therefore, we thank each and every one of our challenges for they
have been our awakeners. Our challenges, the red frequencies of wounding
in our mind, body, and aura can now all be filled with our blue Divine
Love to transmute them into the Violet Fire that will activate our full
personal and planetary ascension.
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