Trip to the Mothership Part 10 – Mytre’s First Experience of Mothership’s Oversoul
By Dr Suzan Caroll / Suzanne Lie – October 15, 2012
http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.co.uk/
Mytre Speaks:
I had not been on the Ship very long when I had my first experience
of the Mothership’s Oversoul. I had been there long enough to understand
that the Ship was a living, multidimensional being.
I had a vague understanding of the sixth dimensional areas of the
ship. However, the seventh dimensional portion of the Ship is not an
“area”. It is a formless Soul that overlooked all the Souls who resided
on the Ship.
The Super-subconscious frequency of the Ship automatically observes,
repairs and updates the basic structure, which is always changing.
Therefore it holds the basic form of every component of the Ship. On the
other hand, the Oversoul Consciousness is a formless, yet tangible,
energy that feels like an electrical field filled with love and
cohesiveness.
These feelings usually are most predominant on the upper areas of the
Ship, such as the Bridge and all command centers. However, when
necessary the Oversoul over-lights meetings, individuals, and devices on
the Ship that are called upon to function at an exceptionally high
state of consciousness.
I was taken to the Mothership shortly after I had left “time” during
my meditation. Once I could leave time, a vast array of new abilities
where just beyond my reach. Hence, I was taken to the Mothership for
more advanced studies. The Arcturian and I entered a Scout Ship and
headed for the Mothership. There were just the two of us in the Ship.
I discovered later that the Arcturian could have simply bi-located us
to the Mother Ship, but it wanted us to advance our relations beyond
teacher/student into friends. It was then that I began to realize what a
wonderful sense of humor that Arcturians have. The Arcturian and I had a
chance to chat about whatever came into our minds, and the Arcturian
actually made jokes about our experiences together.
I had the chance to see myself through the perception of a higher
dimensional Being. This was a bit rough on my ego, which was the point.
When I could laugh at my prior fears and misconceptions, I felt many
ego-attachments begin to fade from my mind. By the time we arrived at
the Mothership, I had released most of my insecurities about being “good
enough”, as well as my fears of going to the Mothership.
It was not that I was afraid to go to the Mothership. In fact, I was
very excited and honored to be able to visit that Ship. However, I
started our trip to the Mothership with great apprehension about what I
would be called upon to do. Fortunately, because of the Arcturian’s
humorous bantering, I was totally relaxed by the time the
planetary-sized Mothership came into our view.
I must say that the first sight of the Mothership was completely
overwhelming. At the same time, it was a mystical experience. I had been
training to perceive reality multidimensionally. Hence, I could clearly
see the third/fourth dimensional holographic projection, which the Ship
sometimes wore, as well as the fifth dimensional over-glow of that
hologram, the sixth dimensional light matrix and the seventh dimensional
emanation of Pure Spirit and All Knowing.
I also felt the eighth through tenth dimensional energy patterns of
the Mothership, as well as patterns of the Arcturians and other Beings
of that resonance. I KNEW that there were energy patterns beyond the
tenth dimensions, but could not perceive them with any clarity at that
time. The Arcturian touched my High Heart, and I received a brief
experience of those higher dimensions.
Unfortunately, the resonant frequency of my mental processing was too
low to retain any details of that experience. Nonetheless, I stored
that FEELING in my High Heart, exactly where the Arcturian touched me. I
vowed to believe that soon I would be able to fully experience this
cherished moment.
I will skip now to the point at which I had been studying in the
Mothership for a while. I cannot give an exact amount of time, as time
does not really exist at this level of consciousness. Conversely, those
of us who were new to the Inter-Galactic Training Program were given
quarters in which a period of day would be followed by a period of
night.
We were to remain in these quarters until we were able to focus our
primary consciousness on our fifth dimensional SELF. Our fifth
dimensional expression of SELF no longer needed the illusion of the
passage of time, the fatigue that that illusion created or the sleep
that was necessary to release the illusion of fatigue.
I quickly made friends with my roommates, but found myself constantly
missing the Arcturian. One day, I caught myself being impatient with my
roommates. This upset me greatly, as I knew it was a sign that my
consciousness was slipping into the lower frequencies rather than
expanding into the higher frequency. I excused myself and went to the
Nature Area.
There is a huge section of the Mothership that is dedicated to Nature
Areas. These areas were holographic, but you absolutely could not tell
from being there. Once, when I asked the Arcturian why the 3/4D Nature
Area was holographic, it said “All realities in the third and fourth
dimension are holographic projections from the higher dimensions of
reality”.
I started to ask it, my Arcturian friend, to explain that concept to
me but it disappeared in front of my eyes. Then, where the Arcturian had
just been standing/floating, was a huge tree with birds, squirrels and
other animals living off of the bio-system of that one tree. I moved
forward to touch the tree, but there was a flash of light and the
Arcturian stood where there was once a tree.
“Do you see how I projected the hologram of Nature?”
The Arcturians are very good at “one picture is worth a thousand
words”. At the same time, I realized that my consciousness had become so
low in frequency that I had forgotten basic premises that I had been
taught.
“I have to leave the Rookie’s Quarters” I blurted out. “My
consciousness is dropping because I am entraining with the newcomers,
rather than with you or the Ship”.
“We are happy that you realize that” the Arcturian said, as it vanished.
OK, I knew the drill now – I had to figure it out for myself. If I
wanted to move beyond my present quarters I would have to prove – to
myself – that I was ready. I had become so overcome by the mere vision
of the Mothership that I had allowed my consciousness to drop back down
to a familiar resonance.
I discovered that the Rookie Quarters, as we had named it, was no
longer comfortable because I had grown beyond it. I had needed more of
the illusion of time to figure that out. Since I was on my own, I had to
figure out how to convince myself that I WAS ready to release all the
familiar markers of reality and fully embrace my new life.
Since leaving time got me to the Mothership, and being placed in a
time-bound area for new students was so frustrating, the solution was
for me to release time again. However, I had to remember how I released
time in the first place.
What I had unconsciously done, I now had to do consciously and
intentionally. What if I went back in time to when I first saw the
Mothership from the Scout Ship? What if I could go back in time and
perceive the Mothership with love and acceptance rather than the fear of
being overwhelmed?
That sounded like a good idea, but I had no idea how to do it. Then I
thought of the glowing energy around the Mothership that the Arcturian
had called the Oversoul. The Arcturian had said that the Oversoul holds
the codes and patterns of all the Soul Records of everyone who was
living in or visiting the Ship. These Soul Records contain all the
multidimensional experiences that each Soul had ever experienced.
Within my present body, I was clearly Pleiadian. However, I had
suspected for quite a while that there was a large element of Arcturian
Nature within my Being. I even had a dim memory of being Arcturian, but I
could not recover any details of that expression of my Multidimensional
SELF.
Yes, my Multidimensional SELF could pull my resonance into the higher
expressions of my being, that is if I could trust my experience. I had
just experienced how easily I could lose trust in myself, and I was not
going to do so again. I would ask my Multidimensional SELF how to leave
time, as I had done before, by reading my Soul Records in the Oversoul
of the Mothership.
I was alone in the Holosuite, so I sat down to mediate and quickly
moved into a deep trance. The first thing that I realized was that I had
prepared all my life, in fact for many of my lives, for this
opportunity to assist with the Ascension of our chosen planet in the
Pleiades. With that realization I began to consciously feel all that I
would need to release in order to move into the expression of my SELF
that could fulfill the task of conscious Ascension.
The Arcturians had seen this ability, but I still could not. I had
remembered and visited many of my multidimensional realities while
studying with the Arcturian on the other Starship. Then the Arcturian
had chosen me for this special training, but all I could feel was what I
would have to release. In order to continue my training I would have to
release my ties to my old world and move into the unknown.
With this realization, myriad doubts were uncovered from their hiding
places. How could I assist my planet to go into the unknown of the
fifth dimension when I could not even go the unknown of my own mind? I
would have to confront the part of myself that was afraid to move into
the unknown and was quietly holding me back. I had learned to control my
life.
However, would I be able to continually surrender to the higher
worlds as the Arcturian was teaching me? Or would I tenaciously hold on
to what remained of the life I had previously lived? There it was, the
life I HAD lived. What life had I lived that needed my attention before I
could go forward and release the need for TIME, once and for all?
With that question, I felt the Pure Spirit and All Knowing of the
Mothership’s Oversoul wrap around me like a warm cloud. Within this
safety and comfort I could release my hidden fears of what I would have
to release, what I would have to do and who I would have to become in
order to be good enough to fulfill the honored task for which the
Arcturians had chosen me.
With the Oversoul around me, I could hear my higher expressions of
SELF cheering me on, but I could not move forward yet. I had to release
the burden of my hidden insecurities, fears and confusions. I could feel
that I was leaving time, so I could not release them later, nor could I
release them in my future. There was only NOW. Therefore, I allowed
them to come to the surface of my awareness so that I could love them
free, once and for all.
I found that my heaviest burden was the need to do it right, the need
to be good enough in the eyes of others. But who were these others?
Where were they now? Why was I still carrying them in my consciousness?
In response to these questions the Oversoul embraced me more tightly and
time was gone. I could feel the difference in my thinking, my emotions
and within whatever connection I still had to my body.
Free of time, I began to float through memory bands of myriad
incarnations. Brief pictures and emotions floated through my mind as I
passed by each reality, as my journey continued. I knew that the
Oversoul was taking me to a certain reality, the reality that still held
a sense of failure. I could feel that sense of failure growing
stronger, but I was strangely detached from it.
I was out of time, so I had no idea how long I traveled through the
files of the Oversoul, but as I continued I became calmer and more
detached from the passing realties. Then suddenly, a reality moved
towards me like a beaming Sun. I could not float past it, even though I
wanted to. There was unfinished business in the life that I had to
complete in order to free my consciousness from some invisible burden.
Suddenly the “Sun” was before me and pulled me in with such force
that I almost passed out. However, I reminded myself that I AM the
Master of my MIND. This sentence opened a portal into a planet in chaos
and I heard “The Ascension of Arcturus.”
I will return
Mytre
