By Dr Suzan Caroll – June 6, 2012
http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.co.uk/
(After I had my healing experience, I could barely stay awake, so
I was unable to post this article until today. This is the same thing
that happened to me after the Eclipse. Perhaps many of you have had that
experience of going so deeply into the higher dimensions that you can
no longer stay “awake” to the physical one. Interestingly, first we must
learn to “stay awake” to our higher SELF and now we must remember how
to “stay awake” to our physical self. Below is my experience. After
“sleeping on” my experience, I added more to it this morning.)
June 5, 2012
I want to remember, I want to remember, are the words that I woke up
with this morning. I want to totally release my abduction experience so
that it will no longer stand in the way of fully experiencing my reality
on the Starship. I know that I have a reality on Athena Starship, I
think, but my experience of it is very fuzzy. When I go inside to ask
why it is not clearer, I always hear that it is because of the trauma I
still hold of being abducted on the Zeta Ship.
Yesterday I found a message from the Arcturians about my abduction
that I received back on December 12, 2010 that totally validates my
experience. Even when I wrote and read the message, I still totally
forgot it. I do not want to forget what is frightening any more. It is
holding me back to have any secrets from my self. I am ready to totally
remember and release this, and all, trauma that has haunted me my entire
life!
Dear Arcturians,
Please answer my questions:
- Do we need to go into the terror part of a traumatic event in order to release it?
- I think that I have been pretty dark/frightened/angry the last
couple of days. Is this behavior part of my process of remembering and
release?
- My dreams this morning were continuous visions about my clearing
process. Even though I woke up saying “I want to remember”, I can’t
remember them. Can you please assist me with all of these questions?
Dear Suzille,
We, your Arcturian Family, will happily assist you with all of your
questions. Therefore, we will assist you to remember, through the flow
of our consciousness that which you are experiencing in your higher
states of consciousness, such as being on our Starship.